About me

Tuesday, 16 January 2035 06:30
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Name(s): Maric, Caspian

Age: I am 39.

Birthday: April 29th, 1986.

Astrological Sign: Sun: Taurus, Moon: Capricorn, Rising: Libra, Sidreal: Sun: Aries, Moon: Sagitarius, Rising: Virgo, Chinese: Fire Tiger.

Spiritual Beliefs: Okay, so I grew up learning about Jehovah's Witnesses. This is something my birth mother tried to ingrain in me but I was always drawn to the occult, witchery and other religions. I learned about other religions while steadily learning about the JW God. At first I stuck with the JW God, but by 28, I ended up renouncing God and accepting the universe as the creator. I believe the christian God exists, but he's the sun and also the universe. He is also a she. I also believe in taoism, shinto, wicca, catholicism and several other things as well. Even Hindi.

Ethnicity: Black Biracial with a hint of Hispanic.

Ancestry: On my father's side I'm Nigerian and Hispanic. On my mother's side I'm French, Breton, Welsh, Scottish, Italian, German, Irish, Norwegion and English.

Gender: Transman.

Pronouns: he/him.

Living Arrangement/Family: I am currently living in a nursing home, that is for the forseeable future until I'm on my feet. I intend on getting my own home within the next year, if not sooner.


Education: 8th grade unfortunately. I'm in tutoring now to take the g.e.d.

Job: N/A. I'm a student though.

Romantic/Sexual Orientation: Demipansexual. I don't want to date cismen except one man, who I trust and it's gonna be a moment before we're finally together.

Relationship Status: Single. I'm looking incase someone I love and I don't end up together.

Hobbies: Writing, Watching TV and Films, Watching video games online, playing video games, watching youtube videos of animals, reading books, coloring.

Interests: veganism and vegeterianism, dream intrepretation, tarot reading, astrology, coloring, painting, drawing, animals and pets, tv and films, video games, music, writing, reading, youtube, tiktok, shinto, taosim, wicca, catholicism, exorcisms, psychology, photography, pregnancy, children.

Health: My physical health isn't the best as I'm dealing with a bit of heart problems but they're not so bad, I also deal with weak legs, short breathiness and frequent colds.

Mental Health Wise: I'm doing better than usual. I deal with schizoaffective disorder, bipolar disorder, A.D.H.D, Anxiety, and Depression.

Other Things About Me: I am an INFJ. I can read you like a book, and even if you think you're hiding well, you're not. I'll read you, tell my family what they can't trust about you and you'll always be found out. lol


Things I like:

TV shows: Supernatural, Riverdale, Reba, Golden Girls, Beat Bobby Flay, Guy's Grocery Games, Diners, Drive Inns and Dives, Wildcard Kitchen, Buffy The Vampire Slayer, Angel The Series, The Vampire Diaries, Being Human, Bobby's Triple Threat, Mighty Morphin Power Rangers, Ed, Edd, and Eddy, Adventure Time, Regular Show, Teen Titans and Teen Titans Go, George Lopez, Friends, Aqua teen Hunger Force, Sailormoon, Naruto, Death Note, Big O, Furi Kuri, Mr. Robot,

Movies: Labyrinth, Legend, Dirty Dancing, Carrie, Maximum Overdrive, Silver Bullet, Lucas, Pretty in Pink, Sixteen Candles, Manequinn, Hotel New Hampshire, Flowers in the attic, Double Impact, Sudden Death, Lionheart, Universal Soldier, Cyborg, Terminator, the Little Mermaid, Beauty and The Beast, Rapunzel, Princess and the Frog, Anatasia, Bob's Burger's - The Movie, Zootopia, The Lord Of The Rings Trilogy, Finding Nemo, The Matrix Trilogy Girl - Interrupted, Fight Club, 23, Mulan (animated Disney movie from the late 1990s), The Truman Show, The Crow, Twister, The Craft, Dracula - Dead And Loving It, Speed, The Basketball Diaries, Demolition Man, Interview With The Vampire, Bram Stoker's Dracula, Sister Act (both parts), Hocus Pocus, Back To The Future (all three parts), Teen Witch, Beetlejuice, Bill And Ted's Excellent Adventure, Flashdance, Footloose, Rose Red, Cell (Stephen King), IT original and newer version,

Music: The Birthday Massacre, Enigma, Three Days Grace, Shinedown, 2Pac, Eminem, Beyonce, Jay-Z, Creed, Staind, Goo Goo Dolls, L'Arc'En'Ciel, Hyde, Utada Hikaru, Hoobastank, 311, sublime, Eve6, Tonic, the Wallflowers, No Doubt, Smashing Pumpkins, Alanis Morrisette, Duncan Shiek, Delirium, A Perfect Circle, Bauhaus, Billy Idol, David Bowie, Depeche Mode, Duran Duran, Foo Fighters, Garbage, Incubus, Joan Jett & The Blackhearts, Joy Division, Lady Gaga, Linkin Park, Michael Jackson, New Order, Nine Inch Nails, P!nk, Queen, Rihanna, Rob Zombie, Siouxsie And The Banshees, Switchblade Symphony, Tears For Fears, The Killers, The Weeknd, Tool, Trent Reznor, Gackt, D'espairs Ray, Dir En Grey, Guns and Roses, Poison, Boston, Winger, Elvis Presley, Etta James, Lighthouse, Fuel,

Books/Authors: J.K Rowling, Stephen King, Edgar Allan Poe (I haven't read thoroughly in years....)

Games: Sims 2, Sims 3, Final Fantasy 7-8-9-10-13-15 and Tactics, Fatal Frame 1 thru 5, Sudokien 3, Silent Hill 1 thru 6, Onimusha Series, Resident Evil Series, Until Dawn, Legend of Zelda (any)


Other places you can find me online:

→ Instagram: Username is "khaoskitten". The profile is private, for the reason I am paranoid about being found by people I don't want to be found by... I hope this makes sense. If you like, you can add me, though, I will likely add you back when I know who you are.
→ Bluesky: when I remember it, I'll put it here.
→ Discord: caspian5405
Goodreads: I need to get an account. D:

Bag of thoughts

Friday, 16 January 2026 08:58
vriddy: Wind Breaker Endou with his hands like in prayer, crying (grateful)
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1. If there was a K-9 comm, I would post stuff like the translations there. And if there were like at least TWO just two other Dreamwidthers as much into it as I am, I'd go for it and create it. But most people I got my claws into are on Discord only/mainly, and thus so it goes. I don't have it in me right now to create another comm where I end up doing most of the posting XD But it's funny to imagine creating a weekly reaction post for the new chapter, then the only reply is a self-reply of me losing my shit on my own. Actually not that far from reality really. I shall continue monitoring the Dreamwidth K-9 temperature XD

2. I'm posting a lot right now both here and on AO3, but I assume it will all go very quiet again once I return to working on the novel(la)s?? Takes longer to form insights and also no finished projects to share heh.

3. I am thinking about those original projects again, which is good!! Unfortunately my mind is looking for wider, very high-level themes unifying the drafts of every original novella/novel I ever finished and oh my god I found it and I need to stop thinking about it or I will never write again. Feels like strolling down main street in my underwear even just mentally.

4. You! Do you write fic? Are you suffering reception anxiety after posting?? Try This One Neat Trick: read or watch something obscure, then create a new AO3 fandom tag for it and write! Obviously, I'd like to connect with readers, but there's also something liberating to posting something that has a single digit audience at best. Possibly literally, as in max one digit on one hand XD

5. A friend gifted me a really cute 2026 late last year. It's about the size of my palm. I knew I wasn't gonna use it for my actual TODOs because incredibly, my Bullet Journal system is still working super well for me, and as cute as it is it would be a downgrade. I thought I'd use it for something writing-related, since writing is happy-inducing and so is this little planner thing but... I can't figure out what, still T_T I thought I might jot down notes on what projects I do or times or word counts, but that feels like a chore and not joy-sparky. I'm already tracking the few writing stats I'm actually interested in. And now we're mid-January and every day is a missed page opportunity and I still don't know what to use it for orz Suggestions welcome! Even if not writing related at this point. I guess maybe I could do a gratitude journal...? I like to do that randomly in my paper journal though, rather than on command daily. Hmmmm.

6. If you like Wind Breaker and are looking for icons, there's been quite a few posted over on [community profile] malagraphic lately! I snagged crying praying Endou as used on this post :D To be used when Grateful, keeping in theme here.

Snowflake Challenge #8: Your Creative Process

Friday, 16 January 2026 14:46
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Challenge #8
 
Talk about your creative process.

When I come up with an idea, I ususally brainstorm a bit about scenes and form a vague idea about the ending.  I also like doing research for inspiration and details.  Then I put my notes and vague scene list into a plain text document for further reference.

I'm a panster and write out of order, because somehow my brain lose interest if I try to outline. I usually only know wht the next scene should be. When I get stuck (often), I rewrite and add other scenes to try to fix it. I'm always looking for a more effective proccess and writing advice.
 
 


Snowflake Challenge: A flatlay of a snowflake shaped shortbread cake, a mug with coffee, and a string of holiday lights on top of a rustic napkin.

106 ☆ nov - dec 2025 reading

Friday, 16 January 2026 01:23
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New Year's resolution to update DW more: already failing!
New Year's resolution to start titling my posts: already achieved, A+

The final roundup for last year's reading! November and December book reviews. Lots of graphic novels and a highly anticipated sequel in this one. I don't know if I'm going to bother with a book 'year in review' or just do a general review meme, or maybe neither if I keep slacking off lol.



Read more... )

[Review] Murder At Claridge's- Jim Eldridge

Thursday, 15 January 2026 16:37
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Review )

hopefully last political post

Thursday, 15 January 2026 15:28
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I set a timer that locks me out of Tumblr after 45 minutes as my stress has risen through the roof and I was beginning to feel hopeless.

And my overarching goal this year is to find joy.

And stressing out over my country to the point I can't function is giving them what they want. They want us afraid and helpless to quit protesting and crying out and voting in the midterms.

So mental health break today and tomorrow and then back to shouting and making it clear that this isn't right.

According to polls Republicans also Don't think Trump should take Greenland by force and another poll shows he's loosing support amoung the Gen z men. It's dropped 40 percent.

Here in my area of Florida, close to Tampa, in a region that overwhelmingly went for Trump, my neighbor is no longer flying his big black Trump flag and the pro Trump bumper sticker has vanished. Same thing with a few other areas that had pro Trump stuff still up in December. May they continue to open their eyes and help us keep Democracy.

In other news, I started listening to the full cast audio of Harry Potter and I'm enjoying it so far.

I'm debating going to the cinema to see the extended edition of Lord of the Rings in the theater. Seeing that 25 year in front of the signs though.

I'm old, Gandalf, I may not look it but I feel it.

I turn 42 in May. I have to schedule my first mammogram this year.

We have a freeze warning tonight brr.
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I swear I'm not like a huge Ado fan as my 2 Ado posts this week would suggest, but... the way my jaw dropped when I saw the words 'Soldier game' and 'Ado' together on Youtube... God, I miss Love Live, and LLSIF. I can't still can't believe KLab fucked everyone over by going EOS, saying we can transfer our shit to their new game, then killing the new game just a few weeks after releasing it on global. Who does that??? Who???

More embeds in the cut below; 398 words )

🖼️ icon community recommendations

Thursday, 15 January 2026 11:46
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Kind of niche and mainly reference for me and other icon obsessed friends, but here's some icon community recommendations from yours truly! They are in no particular order. This is of course not an exhaustive list, but a personal one.





We hate how this icon looks. It's not the fault of the icon, but the fault of Photobucket's ugly ass watermarks and offensive compression. To fix this and other affected icons, either: open the image in a new tab. This will fix it sometimes, but...

If this doesn't fix it, take a look at the url. Delete everything before i### (numbers vary).photobucket.com and reenter the URL.





We love how this icon looks. The Photobucket Evil has been defeated. Earth may call upon you again to fight its gaudy watermark minions, but its citizens know that they can rely on you to save the day every time!

Remember, take care to save the image because the watermark will appear again, and no one wants that!

The list is here! )

❄️ Snowflake Challenge #8

Thursday, 15 January 2026 22:34
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Snowflake Challenge: A flatlay of a snowflake shaped shortbread cake, a mug with coffee, and a string of holiday lights on top of a rustic napkin.

Challenge #8: Talk about your creative process.

Hmm, my creative process is kind of all over the place...! If inspiration suddenly strikes, I drop everything and start doing that (or at least resist the urge until I can't hold it in anymore if I'm doing something else more important).


517 words )

Oshi no Ko S3E1: Reactions

Thursday, 15 January 2026 20:22
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Happy Oshi no Ko Season 3 day!!! I have actually finished the manga for Oshi no Ko (read the end point of S2 up until the ending, to be more precise), so even with all the infamy surrounding the succeeding parts of the story, I still very much look forward to it being animated/adapted, mostly because OnK's art style is Delicious. 

Reaction post for Episode 1, obvious spoilers for S1 and 2, but no manga spoilers. Very minimal editing happening here so it sounds kinda unhinged because I was typing them up as I go, lol.


420 words )

Community Thursday

Thursday, 15 January 2026 05:35
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Community Thursday challenge: every Thursday, try to make an effort to engage with a community on Dreamwidth, whether that's posting, commenting, promoting, etc.


Over the last week...

Posted and commented on [community profile] bnha_fans.

Commented on [community profile] common_nature.

Commented on [community profile] goals_on_dw.

Signal boosts:

  • Someone asking dreamwidth styles/CSS questions on [community profile] dwresources, mentioning since I know a few of you are good with these.
  • Edit: Also LAST DAY to pledge for [community profile] getyourwordsout, if you wanted to participate this year!

Finished my Candy Hearts Exchange fic!

Thursday, 15 January 2026 11:55
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...earlier than expected, too!! I'm mildly surprised because I just finished my final chapter for the Blue Lions Big Bang (still just a draft; getting it beta-d), so I thought I'd be pretty dang pooped. Not to mention I'm a huge procrastinator. Woahhhh.

At first I was kind of dreading the thing because I've never written the ship before and was like, "oh man why'd I go and offer that, what if I don't do it justice and the recipient hates it," but the words just flowed easily and I ended up really enjoying writing their dialogue and dynamic.

I'm excited for when works are revealed!! I really do hope they like it, but if not... uh... I like it. And that's the most important thing! (+1 to things I say to console myself)

Snowflake Challenge #7

Thursday, 15 January 2026 10:56
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Challenge #7

LIST THREE (or more) THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF. They don’t have to be your favorite things, just things that you think are good. Feel free to expand as much or as little as you want.
  1. I don't have known allergy nor nasty side effects to medication I  have taken. This makes my life easier. 
  2. I can take pills without drinking water. It's handy when no water is available. 
  3. My mind often comes up with ideas that entertains me.

(no subject)

Wednesday, 14 January 2026 16:31
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[personal profile] dani_meows
Having a high anxiety day today. I'm getting too much politics and it's causing me too much tension.

I had to delete Instagram last year because it was causing me too much stress hope I don't have to delete Tumblr. I know there is much to fear but I also fear too much stress will kill me.

The news coming out of Iran is terrifying. Where are all the people who shut down universities and protested free Palestine everywhere? And ignored the fact that Hamas is a terrorist group that Palestinians should be free from? Who ignored the hostages? And sometimes even posted that the hostages deserved it even the Bibas children for being Jewish.

Note: I'm not Jewish nor am I saying Israel isn't deserving of criticism but denying the atrocities of a terrorist organization, ignoring facts, and in general supporting a terrorist regime is not the way to go. And frankly, Israelis protested the hell out their government begging them to do everything to get the hostages released alive.

Some people are saying those protesters are silent because the current regime in Iran hates the US and Israel.

But they are also killing the citizens of Iran. Where's the Un? The protests?

The silence feels damning and loud.

Then there's everything going on in the US. Demanding Greenland. Harassing citizens and immigrants and native Americans and generally Ice is being domestic terrorists.

Lots of people are protesting and loud so far not erupting into the violence the government wants to declare martial law.

Free Palestine from Hamas. Free Iran from the terrorists in charge. And free the US from Maga.

Let there be peace on Earth.

Rant over.

K-9: Volume 1 extras, with translation

Wednesday, 14 January 2026 07:55
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I'll lock this when the volumes come out in English or scanlators pick up the extras since I have 0 interest in getting involved in translation wank. However, until then it's been fun to share these volume bonuses with the tiny handful of people I've been dragging kicking and screaming into the k-9 hole gently introducing to the fandom :D Totally open to corrections or alternatives if you notice something off. Just. Be nice lol.

Bonus sketch for Chapter 2 )

Ren's profile )

Oboro's profile )

Background characters )

Bonus illustration )

❄️ Snowflake Challenge #7

Wednesday, 14 January 2026 13:37
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Snowflake Challenge: A pair of ice skates hanging on a wood paneled wall. Pine boughs with a few ornaments are stuffed into the skates.

Challenge #7: LIST THREE (or more) THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF. They don’t have to be your favorite things, just things that you think are good. Feel free to expand as much or as little as you want.

This is really hard as I have bad self-esteem and you'll probably see that some of these are based on how other people validated me through their own perceptions, and how I was merely influenced by those, but I will try:


  1. I like my sense of humor. I think I'm pretty damn funny. Well, not by myself, but when I have someone to bounce off on.
  2. I like my taste in music! Some genres I like are k-pop, j-pop/j-rock, indie, alt rock, pop punk, and new wave. My recent post with music recommendations was well-received, which felt really good. (Even if it wasn't, I would still think my music taste is the bee's knees.)
  3. I like that I have thoughts and can sometimes articulate them. A lot of times they're not 100% comprehensible or meaningful (just variations of "wow I loved this" or "wow this sucks") but I think it's more about having thoughts about things and putting them out there, or talking about them with someone. I think that's important, especially during times when people make others feel like it's bad to have an opinion or to be outspoken.
  4. I like that parents seem to like me a lot. (My own parents not included.) Idk why that is, exactly, but my friends' parents and my partner's mom like me even though I'm not like... the perfect child. I guess it's just because I'm polite and treat their kids nicely? Lol. It does feel a bit weird when my friends say, "Oh my mom didn't like this other friend," because it's like... damn, what did they do to be disliked?
  5. I like that I'm semi-decent at rhythm games. I think it's a cool skill to show off to non-rhythm gamers.
  6. I like that my former coworkers remember me as someone with a good work ethic. This is not entirely true, I'm not a square, but I do take pride in being communicative and being as thorough as possible with my work, as it was both client-facing and customer-facing.

That fun entry I wanted to write

Tuesday, 13 January 2026 22:04
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I'm so tired today. I had a doctor's appointment. The office required every 3 month to maintain my prescription for blood sugar meds and such. The follow up of the follow up of the follow up... For the past four years of follow ups.

It was a good one. My blood pressure was a lower normal reading, my weight was 13 pounds lighter. I'm morbidly obese so that's great news. Left with the promise of blood work in my future and the paperwork to get a mammogram.

The rest of the day was spent working on my farm in farm together 2 and avoiding playing dreamlight valley. I haven't wanted to play lately.

We had a sub for dinner because Ian's work got hectic in the late afternoon as one of his clients screwed up and made it Ian's problem. So when I mentioned the sub shop had a buy one get one sub...

Nori cuddled me a lot today as well. I also got the spreadsheet working again for the fanfiction yearly challenge on Tumblr.

https://www.tumblr.com/fanfic-reading-challenge/804532138916577280/the-2026-fanfic-
reading-challenge-link?source=share

It involves keeping track of the fanfiction I read and I'm curious which fandoms end up on top and which ships.

I finished reading my first book of the year last Friday. It was the English translation of a Chinese book. The English version is called to the sky kingdom by Tang Qi. The whole time I was reading it I couldn't put it down and thought it sounded like the C-dramas my best friend adores. And lol and behold it is. The drama is called Eternal Love and I'm enjoying watching it acted out but with changes of course. The book was better but
I see why they made it chronological the book is constantly switching times as she remembers things. But it was a great book that I apparently got years ago for free.

I'm also working on a book for the sub stack group Big Read where this year we are reading Les Miserables all year a chapter a day. So far I'm enjoying the read but I don't know anything about the plot and it's a slow but charming start.

Jasper has been sleeping through the night again for the past week hopefully he's over whatever was bugging him for the past few months since he had eye surgery. Where he'd come in screaming and scratch at my husband until Ian carried him to the couch and slept out there with him.

Let's see is there anything else going on? Hmm...

I made beef stroganoff with Spätzle for the noodles and it was so good. I'm going to be sad if Aldi's doesn't have the dried Spätzle noodles again. Last year they only had it for a few months.

https://www.spendwithpennies.com/easy-beef-stroganoff/#wprm-recipe-container-149619

There's the recipe if you want the most delicious beef stroganoff I've ever had. We used portalbella for the mushrooms as those are the only ones Ian likes.

Here we go a nice fun post that doesn't center around how stressful things are. It's almost like back in the good pre 2016 days...
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I signed up for get your words out, meaning I'll be spending 300 days this year writing. I plan on holding myself acountable and writing something, anything until I'm writing regularly. Here's something I got from Abbie Emmons of youtube, an author who has had a successful career so far, it's a questionnare to help you achieve your writing goals.

2026 Writing Goals

1. Find your why Before you begin setting your writing goals, sort out the deeper reasons behind why you want to accomplish these goals.

When I imagine my dream author life, what does it look like?

I get up every morning and write until I need to take a break, then return to writing in the evening for a few hours. I want to get up every day around 5 o'clock in the morning and just write. Anything, everything. I see myself being successful, being a best selling author. It'll take grit, a little money and most importantly the fact that I actually write. I see myself doing book signings or author q and a's. I'll be nervous when it comes to that, but I know I can do it.


What first action steps can I take now to make this dream a reality?

Start writing everyday, no matter what time it is. But most importantly forcing myself to get out of bed on a regular basis and writing in the mornings. Going to bed every night. I plan on getting my days and nights switched around so I can do this. I don't want to see my dreams pass me by.

What writing projects am I the most excited about this year and why?
My fantasy novel involving a bard and his brother a knight, possibly making the bard a lot like aragon from lord of the rings. I have an idea brewing for it.

My Urban Fantasy Novel, about a young girl or boy who has magical abilities and has seven major archdemons to kill. (Basically)

my soap opera novel series about older and younger queer people who are in love and crazy shit is happening to them all the time.

There's a few more that have been stuck in my head for awhile. (I also have trouble writing because I'm afraid I won't have the mind to write certain stories, some of them are intelligent thought provoking POC thrillers and I don't even have a highschool education)

2. Begin with the end in mind If you don’t reverse-engineer your timeline, you’re going to be plodding forward into eternity with no end in sight. You need a finish line to help you measure the distance you must cover to reach it.

By this time next year I want to… be writing full time, (plus exercising daily, I think that'll help with writing too to be honest) plus writing in the mornings and in the evenings with exercising in between.

Starting at the end, what step comes before that? And before that?

To have written everyday, before that, to have written everyday and got my days and nights switched around in order for it to happen.

How does each action step connect to the final goal?

Exercise plus health goals help me get my mental health together. Not to mention they're upping my medications and that means I'll be able to focus more often and actually write.

3. Be realistic We all have limitations and that’s not a bad thing. Factor in your current priorities in life and accept the fact that you might not be able to devote all the time you want to devote to this particular goal this year. Be realistic.

Realistically, how much time can I devote each month/week/day to furthering my writing goals?

Four hours a day, possibly between exercising and writing on my relaxing downtime moments. so possibly 5-6 hours a day. Honestly.

If I could only accomplish one priority goal this year, which one would I choose?

To write everyday plus exercise. I can do it. Exercising is very important though because I need to get my legs stronger so I can stand properly and walk.

If I had a best friend who had the exact same lifestyle and responsibilities as I do, what advice would I give them?

Just take it one day at a time, eventually motivation and discipline comes. It creeps inside you, just think about it everyday until you get angry or upset and then that should drive you. Think about it until you're exhausted. make it your obsession. Obsess over it instead of food or drugs, do it until your mind is ready to finally start applying itself.

4. Give yourself more time than you think you need Even if it’s just a month or a couple of weeks. You’ll thank yourself later. And you’ll never regret giving yourself more time.

Considering all my other responsibilities, what’s the soonest date I could accomplish this goal by? What would happen if I pushed that date off a month?

I don't have a lot of responsibilities besides getting myself better. I have 300 days to accomplish this goal, my end date is December 31st 2026. If I pushed the date off a month, I wouldn't finish my challenge and that would make me feel very sad. I'm tired of failing, I want to raise up and actually do what must be done. I know I can do it. it takes courage, guts and fortitude.

5. Establish a system that suits your current lifestyle and set yourself up for success Rather than setting a goal and plowing your way towards it, mindfully consider all the things in your life that you can’t change and how you’re going to work around those things to accomplish your writing goals this year.

Considering my current lifestyle, is there anything I can say “no” to so that I can say “yes” to writing?
Writing instead of snacking all the time. Honestly, I need to do that. I can also stay awake despite being trapped in a bed, meaning if I wake up, I can start writing instead of feeling trapped all the time.

What distractions am I in control of? Can I remove those roadblocks before they trip me up?

Food, sleep and feeling uncomfortable. Writing sometimes feels uncomfortable to me, because I'm trying to feel something that isn't there. You're not going to feel like writing all the time, so you need to build a habit and discipline yourself. so that's what I'll do.

How can I protect my energy and creativity so I don’t get burned out?
Turn off discord, turn off videos and just write. That's how I keep myself from burning out.

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